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Monday, December 25, 2006

its christmas.... everyone's happy..... im not..... he's one big jerk...... why do i let him get to me tat badly??? tis is one big sucky christmas today..... was supposed to go out wif him.... but was out with sarah n the rest instead.... he was with the leaders... not onli sarah... even i felt weird goin wif all the leaders there..... so i told him i'll meet him some other time.... n he got angry...... i went beserk.... n sarah used my fone to msg him tat i was cryin.... in the end he didnt noe hu sarah was n i told him n all but in the end i told him tats not the point.... n lata he msged tis.... sonething i find strange... first u tel me u cnnt go out then u tel me u gotta work, why cant u tel me u gotta work in the first place... n if sarah, or whatever it is cant cme, y cant u cme alone? i cud like memorise tis whole msg..... in the very first i realli cudnt go out. secondly, my neighbour, well not exactly... my ex neighbour hu used to take real good care of me when i was young when my parents were workin, needed help at her shop cuz 2 of her incompetent staffs told her they couldnt make it at the very last min so she called my mum to ask fr my help n my mum told me to go over.... get the pic? thirdly, sarah is my fren. MY FREN her parents are overseas n i need to accompany cuz i promised her i'd accompany her ytd cuz no one was at hme or sth like tat N u tel me to cme without her? SHE'S MY FREN FOR TIAN'S SAKE! i cant just leave her!!!! n then u had to send me tis msg tat made me cry so bad in front of ppl i met the first time..... good imposterin??? I DID NOT SEND TAT MSG IT WAS SARAH!! U DUN HAFTA SEND IT 3 TIMES OK.... it wasnt me... it realli wasnt me.... y cant u just believe me.... n u lata tel me wats passed it past... wat does tat mean? u forgive me? it was nice bein frens? fuk off n haf a life? i dun need to be forgiven i wasnt wrong.. i need u to believe.. im so freakin disappointed.... y cant u just believe me? y do u doubt?

I'vE wRittEn tHe PasT To OnlY hoPe f0r the FutuRe 10:02 AM

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

wow mark was rite... there r LOT more to write in the nite..... we went fr salsa after com lab n.... at first min gerald jem n i were dancin in the end there was onli me.... as i twirled.. i got giddier n giddier after each turn... i tot it was alrite... til i felt so lightheaded.... i paused at some time n conyinued n they were like tellin me to stop n go fr dinner cuz i didnt haf enuff fr lunch tats y i wasnt feelin good in the end.... alan didnt teach me n didnt dance wif me.. tat cheater... but when i was all gonna faint... at least i think tats wat i felt... he stuck his tongue out at me n i felt all happy... and even more lightheaded... they all kept tellin me to go haf dinner... but i was sorta reluctant cuz McDonalds fr dinner is fattenin plus fattenin plus fattenin.... Byran n gerald went hme first leavin me n mark n min n jem.. on the way to macs out of the studio... i was alr almost unable to walk properly... n my tummy felt weird... but eventually i made it to macs with the help of min carryin my bag... THX MIN! then i headed to the toilet and when we settled i went fr a Filet..... FAT... the two guys are crazy they had a BIG MAC meal n they stil bought an apple pie n jem upsized his coke after dinner i had stomach problems... bad stomach.... til i cud hardly walk den its like tis was the longest nite.... my goodness... then its like i made them so worried that they actualli sent me hme im very touched... thank u so much realli... n wats more touchin... mark carried me hme... omg thank u mark... im so sorri im so heavy... see!! TATS Y I WANNA LOSE WEIGHT im so sorri mark im so sorri im so sorri.... im not gonna let anyone carry me until im like skinny enuff... o ya.. did i say... jem took a vid of me dancin salsa... n he names it 9 56 cuz i pointed the middle finger at him n i was dancin alone.... n now... he's like sendin it to everyone!!! but today.. im realli very touched... thank u all so much... for carin i realli dunno how to express my gratitude enuff... hao went to jp alr... he called me but miraculously.. i didnt hear my fone... but when he msged me... i heard it straight away... replied him n called him but his fone was off... tat guy.. is real nice... n we all miss him... i miss him... n i cant help but say tis but tis bunch are actualli realli gentlemen... even fr the most spastic jem lolx... I LUB U ALL NONG NONG

I'vE wRittEn tHe PasT To OnlY hoPe f0r the FutuRe 9:18 PM

BAH!!!!! im like at SP's com lab now N GERALD IS GOIN CRAZY... mark's surfin his dear Initial D jem gerald n bryan r usin random n spammin random msgs on our tags.... OMG WE WATCHED CINDERELLA YTD!!!! FREAKY!!!!!!! made new frens again aloi n andrea n ytd.... there were 16 of us altogether!!!!!!! we owned the theatre man!!!!then we all went to swensens t eat but mark hao gerald andrea zoe me rah n min didnt eat... well not exactly... they spammed themselves with ICE CREAM!!!!!! n i cud onli see them eat.... ooo O O O O O!!!!! before that.... alan came down........ ALAN CAME DOWN!!!!! ok mark said its too early to blog so i shall stop n blog lata at nite!

I'vE wRittEn tHe PasT To OnlY hoPe f0r the FutuRe 3:40 PM

Monday, December 11, 2006

my life has officially crashed upon me... first my sis took away my fone.. with all my personal msges n pics inside.... then now she takes away my cam too cuz hers isnt workin... WHERE IS MY LIFE WITHOUT IT! WITHOUT THEM I CANT LEAVE MY MEMORIES IN IT TO REMIND ME OF THE HAPPY TIMES I USED TO HAF AND TO SMILE AT THEM!!!!she totally ruin my life! issit stupid of me to cry so badly cuz of tis?? heard of chaos theory??? its like everything's finally stable n fine in my life n suddenly she came in n took the most impt part of me away! MY FONE N MY CAM!!!! THATS CHAOS THEORY FOR ME! if its just either one at least its alrite! BUT SHE TOOK TWO!!!! ALL OF WHICH I HAF TO INSTILL HAPPY MEMORIES!!!!!! THIS SUCKS SO BAD!!!!!!!!!

I'vE wRittEn tHe PasT To OnlY hoPe f0r the FutuRe 12:24 AM

Sunday, December 10, 2006

ok!! im finally bloggin fr the sake of my frens =D IM HAVIN SO MUCH FUN IN MY LIFE NOW!!!!!! IM a HAPPY PERSON!!! mouse is out of the hospital im in poly day camp es is rottin at hme hui yu is i dunno doin wat (prob out wif shrek). and!!! goodness tis is gonna be a real long entry lolx lemme start frm RED camp!!!! at first abby rah n i went there feelin damn bored... then the camp too made us bored AT TIMES but slowly... IT BECAME REAL FUN!!!!! skip skip skip.. TO the jam n hop day!!! that's the closet i'll ever get to clubbin!!! its not exactly clubbin cuz there's no booze n its held on the open field but its clubbin cuz WE DANCE!!!!!!!!! there.. i got to noe new frens!! ZOE!!!! n a bunch of br guys boy boy!!! hao, gerald, dom, samuel, simon, kevin and bryan!!!! but bryan not counted cuz i knew him long ago lolx ended up bryan is goin fr sp camp n gerald wanted to sneak in cuz he didnt sign up n had nth to do so i decided to go too since i too had nth better to do den in the end on the first day when we wanted to sneak in... i saw dear James chua!!!!! turned out he's one of the SLs lolx n bla bla n everything n in the end.. we got to register last min thanks to kind uncle FRANCIS!!! lolx in the end hao oso came along lolx n there, we got to noe DK MARK!!! n jeremy.... jem needs to screw himself... he got loose screws up there... HEAR TAT JEM??!!!!! im gonna kill u!!!!! O n i gotta noe tis gal called... YIMIN!!!! y? cuz i was supposed to be in grp A but i sneaked into grp B where they are n i used someone else's name n sch instead of STC i feel so bad.... fr lyin to uncle francis but its alrite! i'll tel him in time to cme! n tats how i noe min!!! there was one time.. we stayed out after salsa.. i went to see the SLs dance hip hop n the rest rah min hao mark n jem went to eat then.... we met.. n gone hme... n... i saw things........ so i got so freaked out and all but i always rmb wat they say lolx dun worri we r here if we can beat them we fight them.. if cnnt, we run!! lolx tat realli calmed me down... not alot but it stil helped... n they r nice ppl!!! they guided me all the way cuz i didnt dare look up n all n on fri.... we went to the GYM!!! we sneaked out of field trip n had to hide in the toilet fr awhile fr everyone to go AWW POOR MOCHI VOMITTED!!!! ok anyway.... ya then we went to the gym n the gym lady is such a b i a t c h!!!!!! i think she's stil a 40 yr old virgin la!! she see us young n healthy then she cme pick on us stupid woman!!!!! O O O!!! there's one more!!! tis gal frm red camp too izadi oso dun like her one... omg!! tat time we were at power 98 fr field trip den she was sittin opp me all stretched out then i accidentally hit her foot then she stare at me then i asked if it was her foot she stared n nodded so i said sorri outta courtesy n she stil stared!!! GAWD!!!!!! AWFUL!!!!! poke her eyes then she noe!!! n IM TRYIN VERY HARD TO LOSE WEIGHT!!!!!! when wil i eva be slim...... ARGH!!!! N I LIKE ATE LIKE A WHOLE LOT YTD AT MY COUS' DINNER!!!!! GERALD!! WHERE WERE U WHEN I NEEDED U TO CLEAR MY FOOD FOR ME!!!! lolx gerald oso had a weddin ytd but his dinner is on mon n turned out... ITS AT THE SAME PLACE AS kor kor REYNOLD's WEDDIN!!! lolx THE PLAZA!.... so coincidental lolx o yea!!! changed a blog skin!! cute??? lolx THANKS TO CAN N MIN FOR HELPIN ME SEARCH n CAN FOR HELPIN ME SET IT UP!! N THX TO ZOE FOR THE SONG!!!!! I LUBB U LOT LOT lolx

I'vE wRittEn tHe PasT To OnlY hoPe f0r the FutuRe 12:19 PM