d!rtY liTTle SecRetS

Monday, October 16, 2006

I had enuff of it... so im puttin an end to it the rest is up to her to wanna continue on or not.... i dun see her tryin.. ok maybe fr when she cared for me when i was sitiin in the sun and moved to hte other seat so tat i cud seat outside n not get burnt by the sun.... tat made me think of those days we had together... it seemed so long ago... it felt just like a fantasy....tat was the onli thing tat made me hold on.... she said she was tryin... maybe she was... but does tryin include me tokin to her n her gifin me half- hearted ans or even ignorin me? if tat was her way of tryin then i'd rather she dun....... i want closure... i need closure... i hate tis s hit so i'd rather end it now even if i hafta live the bitter consequences.... of whether im spendin the rest of after O's years frendless or not... im havin pracs tmr... the ans mite or mite not affect me bad... but i rather now than lata.... at least then i cud solely concentrate on my O's... at least i wudnt hafta wish we were like we were before n hope so much to get haf it back at least... i wud noe when to stop dreamin....

I'vE wRittEn tHe PasT To OnlY hoPe f0r the FutuRe 4:49 PM

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

whether im suck up or not is none of ur business n whether i choose to spell my words tat way is none of ur god da mn business cuz guess wat at least im not like some coward like u hu likes to criticise ppl usin another name fearin tat u'd get beaten up by ppl and excuse me? look at ur spellin even before u comment on mine i bet ure one of those hu are exactly as u typed in my tag.. pot callin the cattle black bi tch c'mon man i pity u u prob dun dare to face the mirror cuz once u look at it it cracks becuz of all the filth n marks tat cmes frm inside of u. u dun need to tel me wat to do abt my appearance im fat i noe but so? im fat i can lose weight.. ur UGLY inside out wat can u do? thx sarah tis neva fails to work.. so wat if they dun need me at least they dun show me any signs of disgust when they talk to me.. unlike ur case i bet.. aww poor thing... dun feel too bad abt urself alrite? i haf done nth against my conscience to not turn up fr ath of the photo takin n u call tat suck up? boy u haf realli gotta go back to nursery my dear did anyone say i cant go for photo takin? did anyone object? even if they did in their hearts they did nth to stop me so im sorri tat i cud be in it... haiz... blame u for bein a coward n not objectin when i went there u cud haf stopped me frm takin it n spoilin it.. but i bet its already spoilt cuz ur face's in it forget it u say i dun haf frens? then hus candice? hus esmonde? hus sarah? hus cousin? i bet ure the one hu doesnt haf frens n is stuckin up rite now n my goodness trust u to criticise his blogskin can u even make one in the first place? o n since u said im suckin up hu exactly m i suckin up to? if u cant even mention names den dun say im suckin up

I'vE wRittEn tHe PasT To OnlY hoPe f0r the FutuRe 9:21 PM