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Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Lolx check tis out!

ok so on sat? i had a big bad sore throat? ok inflamed throat then on sun it got worse n i started to haf a fever at nite n it burned to mon til i got a temp of 39.3 aint tat bad but i laid in bed the whole day n i ate onli a bread wif ham but i puked it out n so i had an empty stomach fr the whole day then mum took me to the doc at arnd 6?? somewhere there then my fever gone down cuz i took panamol. so anyway.... til tat time i cud barely walk cuz my head felt heavier than my whole body. then doc told me tat my throat was realli sore n that i had phlegm stuck within my nasal passage n some like tat he gave a term for it which i cant catch but anyway he gave me two days mc n told me to rest well cuz i realli needed it but i was plannin to get back to sch which didnt happen cuz even thou my fever went down i got a big friggin headache n then i puked out some phlegm with blood n when i ate today. i puked everything out even fr juz now's dinner so i gotta go visit doc again n now i haf stomach flu n i gotta stop wateva med im takin except for the antibiotic n eat some powdery med n if it doesnt help i got the pills to back me up n doc says if it doesnt get better i gotta go fr a big jab..... thx...

lolx tis is so cool i mean how much worse cud it get? lolx i think the fever's prob burned my brains or sth. im crazy lolx

I'vE wRittEn tHe PasT To OnlY hoPe f0r the FutuRe 9:42 PM

Friday, May 19, 2006

im such a pathetic soul

I'vE wRittEn tHe PasT To OnlY hoPe f0r the FutuRe 12:06 AM

Friday, May 12, 2006

Lets juz say im in a freakin mess now.... im so darn stressed becuz of stupid exams n im so tired n im puttin on weight! thanks alot.... tats the last thing i eva wanna do.... go back to rite where i started... i wanna lose weight.... i wanna go to a slimin sanctuary.... OR WATEVA!!!!! i mean gimme a personal trainer!!!! i'd be real greatful!!!! to choose i'd rather a trainer than a sanctuary. to choose i'd rather a big mac than chinese rice balls. to choose i'd rather be hot and chic than to be ugly and godzilla.. DUH!!!! which gal wishes to be godzilla??!!! GOSH!!!!! if onli i dun haf food around my hse!!! then i can go starvin myself n then i'll go runnin to lose the fats!!! tat shudnt be a prob.... AND EXAMS! DAMN! becuz of it i get SO MANY SUGAR RUSHES!!!!! n not onli becuz of that ... I NEED MORE ENERGY!!!!! n where does tis energy cme frm???? THE FOOD TAT I EAT!!!! god is there any other way to get energy???? other than frm eatin???!!!! i so wish i cud chow down food n lose weight at the same time.... n now... BECUZ OF EXAMS IM SO FREAKIN TIRED N I NEED SO MUCH SLP! DAMN!!!! ALL THESE WILL MAKE ME PUT ON WEIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT A PERSONAL TRAINER NOW!

I'vE wRittEn tHe PasT To OnlY hoPe f0r the FutuRe 11:13 PM

Monday, May 01, 2006

i think there's some realli hot topics these few days.....gays...

not that i support them or ath.. but those ppl hu condemn them like mad.... hu r u to condemn them man? its their life n its their own business and happiness... y the gals cnnt take it cuz some of them are cute n they are jealous?? n the guys condemn it cuz they think they humiliate manhood? c'mon la those gays are way better than some of u at least they noe how to treat their steads rite. esp tis freakin gal hu is a LESBIAN. wat did she say? she say she hates gays. and WAT IS SHE? a LESBIAN. DANG! wats the difference between lesbians and gays? nth but the difference in gender. she realli peeves me off! c'mon man! if u hate gays shudnt u be hatin urself too??? pls do not be so stupid to go shoot someone onli to let the gun backfire at u. n damn! i hate it when my mum keeps cmin into my rm always intrudin my privacy! anyway back to where i was.... u're freakin diggin ur own grave. its none of my business but i do not noe why im pissed abt it n im probably just takin tis out as a means of ventin my frustrations cuz i got nth to vent them on... but wateva. im highly stressed up n im probably gonna gif up half way thru again cuz i seriously need rest or sth... im goin crazy... im happy here but im not happy there.... my whole world is topsy turvy or howeva u say it... my life is so screwed... wahahahaha.. i think im probably just cranky cuz all the medicine is makin me sleepy or sth lolx

o and btw.... those i was sayin just now.... is strictly n onli directed to those hu so condemned the couples in their blogs n not to others..

i mean ya la i noe its their own p.o.v but they dont hafta be so crude about them rite? i mean look at them! they're happy! they found happiness! cant u ppl like at least see the fact that they are brave enough to face society and odds to actualli find their own happiness i mean.. they prob noe tat they'd receive these type of comments but c'mon we're all humans we have feelings ok? n we are all one species y do we so kill ourselves... cant we live in peace and harmony?

I'vE wRittEn tHe PasT To OnlY hoPe f0r the FutuRe 9:23 PM