I was six years old
When my parents went away
I was stuck inside a broken lifeI couldn't wish away
She was beautiful
She had everything and more
And my escape was hiding out and running for the door




Somebody listen please
It used to be so hard being me
Living in the shadow
Of someone else's dream
Trying to find a hand to hold but every touch felt cold to me
Living in a nightmare
A never-ending sleep
But now that I am wide awake
My chains are finally free
Don't feel sorry for me





All the days collided
One less perfect than the next
I was stuck inside someone else's life and always second best
Oh, I love you now 'cause now I realize
That it's safe outside to come alive in my identity





So if you're listening
There's so much more to me you haven't seen
Living in the shadow
Of someone else's dream
Trying to find a hand to hold but every touch felt cold to me
Living in a nightmare
A never-ending sleep
But now that I am wide awake
Then I can finally see
Don't feel sorry for me-




Mother, sister, father, sister, mother
Everything's cool now
Mother, sister, father, sister, mother
Everything's cool now





Oh, my life is good
I've got more than anyone should
Oh, my life is good
And the past is in the past




I was living in the shadow
Of someone else's dream
Trying to find a hand to hold but every touch felt cold to me
I'm living in a new day
I'm living it for me
And now that I am wide awake
Then I can finally see
Don't feel sorry for me
Don't feel sorry, don't feel sorry for me
Don't feel sorry, don't feel sorry for me





Living in, living in, living in the shadow
Living in, living in, living in a new day






(chinese) new yr resolution... world peace~....lame.... hope tat dad of mine gets a job soon man..... and i hope my family/families would be healthy.... i dun wan any other things to happen to the team... but tat wud be totally impossible if clash refrainment between me and miss sarcastic sadist doesnt cme quick.. now maybe even wif joanne.. y is the world so hatin me?doesnt matter.. n well sad to say i've tolerated for far too long... like the way kim"punched" tong.. i wil explode... i wun be surprised if i just take my pen knife out and stab them if i went all hysterical... lolx jokin.. im no murderer.. well.. its the "start" of the new yr... and lots of things are happenin... sometimes even too much to handle.. and pls jie... dun play tis type of tricks on me... i cannot take it i take it real seriously.... and there is no forever at tis age... ok maybe there is but u wun noe just yet... but i can assure u it wud last til as long as it shud..